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Over two years of hiatus.
Still not returning
but updating to tell you
Trance is on its way.
Maybe I'll just update on this site anyway.
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| Celebrate!! I am official a part of the choir!! w00t!! Also I called
one of my best friends and talked to her for a half hour. Today is a
good day.
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| Umm... I started another psychological theory. I'm just gonna make a
whole bunch and see which ones are easiest to write on... then claim my
$50k. My new theory is actually the introduction of a whole new branch
of psychology, I'll call it the 'conflicting emotions' branch.
Basically I guess it'll be the study of how people have personalities
and/or feelings that contradict other feelings they have. I have
conflicting emotions, very much so, and I have no idea what to do. So
with extensive study upon myself I'll research my own theory, and see
how much of it goes up.
Here's a
little poem I wrote just now.
I feel like I'm dead,
I feel like I'm alive,
I feel like I'll never die,
but I can never survive.
I feel energetic,
I feel lazy,
I feel like I can see everything,
Even though it's all hazy.
I love my life,
I hate my life,
I'm somewhere in the middle,
At the end of this knife.
I want everyone to die,
I want peace and prosperity,
I feel like I am blind,
Even through the clarity.
Although I'm fickle,
There's one thing I have to do,
One thing will never change:
I'll always love you.
~Rasheed Bustamam.
Guess who this is to. No I'm not under the influence of drugs, however
many people have thought I was high today. If anyone feels offended by
anything I'm sorry, I'm just kinda crazy right now.
Her name is in my last weblog entry.
Yes it's true too. KP if you're reading this, it's true.
Sorry evan this poem wasn't directed to you.
How long can I go?
Bye everyone.
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| Hi all... I think I've written more on my comments to Kelsie's web
journal than I've written at all on my Xanga. OTOH (My abbreviation!!)
those were giant comments... and I write close to crap on this. Aight
guys, later.
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